I recently received the minutes of a meeting I couldn’t attend… Actually it’s not so much that I couldn’t attend it as I didn’t. More on that in a minute…
In today’s mass readings, Isaiah (49:1-6) speaks about his beginnings as a prophet.
“from my mother’s womb he gave me my name.
He made of me a sharp-edged sword
and concealed me in the shadow of his arm.
He made me a polished arrow,
in his quiver he hid me.
You are my servant, he said to me,
Israel, through whom I show my glory.”
He also points out that the mission of a prophet is not simply to be God’s lackey, but to be a gift to the whole world.
“It is too little, he says, for you to be my servant…
I will make you a light to the nations,
that my salvation may reach to the ends of the earth.”
Beautiful… but an odd pairing with today’s Gospel (Jn 13) in which Jesus identifies Judas as his betrayer. Then the Lord gave me a clue as to what he wanted me to hear in today’s Scriptures. Asking the Lord who would turn on him, Jesus replies to the Apostles,
” ‘It is the one to whom I hand the morsel after I have dipped it.’
So he dipped the morsel and took it and handed it to Judas,
son of Simon the Iscariot.
After Judas took the morsel, Satan entered him.”
Wasn’t Jesus offering Judas an out here? All he had to do was say, “thanks but no thanks; I don’t want the morsel.” and the moment might have passed by. Indeed the Apostles themselves were so dumbfounded that even when Judas left the table they thought he was leaving to get the money bag or give alms. Jesus gave Judas an out, but rather than receive his gift, his opportunity, Judas took the morsel, “and Satan entered him.”
It’s telling. Isaiah was receptive and became and instrument of God’s light. Judas took matters into his own hands and became an instrument of darkness.
Back to my meeting… It was a meeting of good people, all of them well intentioned, talking about good things. After attending many such meetings as a priest, my prayer antennae perceive something: a distinct flavor of frenzied activity. …and beyond that, something more… a corporate flavor. People throw around slogans, lingo and logos. It’s all very nice and very well meant… but what I don’t perceive (and believe me I’ve tried) is the flavor of the Church.
In trying to take back lost ground in he cause of evangelization, do we sometimes risk taking the morsel instead? Pushing our version of the Gospel instead of the version we know Jesus gives us? I think Judas may well have thought he was doing a good thing, jump-starting the “kingdom process” that Jesus seemed to be doing so slowly… but in the midst of all his activity he missed the point.
Think about it: who do parishioners love more, the Pastor who leads them in meetings, or the pastor who leads them in prayer, family life, and service of the poor. Think of the most successful parish you know. Is it characterized by endless meetings, posters and peppy slogans? or is it characterized by people who adore the Blessed Sacrament, visit the sick, and teach their children the faith at home?
A representative of the USCCB once said to me and a group of priests, “If you want to help your parish evangelize, do away with all programs that require posters.” Of course there was some humor, some sarcasm in his words, but there was also truth. I asked him afterwards if he’d ever said that to his bosses at the Conference… and there was silence.
The Church is so tempted by the society in which she finds herself to be corporate instead of a convivial… litigious instead of canonical… sincere instead of sacred. It’s an understandable temptation; I feel the tug myself. We want so much to rebuild and to restore… but unless that effort begins with silence, Scripture and Saints… unless we begin by being receptive like Isaiah, we risk becoming acquisitive like Judas. The proof is there. “You will know them by their fruits.” Have any meeting/poster-oriented Church efforts resulted in more baptisms, marriages, confessions? In ten years as priest I haven’t seen it. What I have seen is parishes and movements flourishing where there is a receptive attitude and a family spirit present. Pray this Holy Week that we not take the morsel.