Notes from Retreat

Dear Friends,

Yesterday I escaped… or thought I had escaped…  It’s time for my yearly retreat.  A week away from parish cares and woes to run to the arms of Jesus.  I’m staying at an Inn on the Chesapeake rising early to pray, taking cold walks along the water and trying to make my heart a little like the landscape: still very much alive, but scraped of all excess!

Why am I posting here?  Partially because I think/reflect best in dialogue… but also because of a great moment.  Yesterday I’d checked in to the inn.  I was so thrilled to be away from everything and everyone… also a little pre-cold (tired, stuffed up, achy). Stepping out of my room to get something warm to drink, I darn near crashed into a couple I had married two years ago!  It was a pleasant surprise but I can’t deny one thought was: “Can’t I ever get away from you people!”  Then the Lord stepped in.  He gently reminded me that the best way to run into his arms is not to run away from our people but to love them.  It’s true, every now and then we do need to take a break from working for each other… but we never take a break from loving each other.

So… Posted below, my homily (more or less) from yesterday (6th Sunday of OT).  My body is at rest on the Eastern Shore, but my heart is still on the clock for you!

6th Sunday of Ordinary Time
“What should I do?”

Throughout the month of February we’ve been meditating on questions related to: What are my goals for Lent (begins March 6)?  What needs to be purged if I’m going to be closer to Christ?  What do I need to magnify in my life?

This past Sunday (OF Calendar: 6th Sunday of Ordinary Time – EF Calendar Septuagesima Sunday) the Church proposed to us some more wonderful objects for our reflection.

In the Ordinary Form we heard a strong admonition from Jeremiah (17:5), “Cursed is the one who trusts in man…” And indeed, self-reliance will only get us so far in life.  In fact, isn’t this precisely what got us in trouble in the beginning?  Satan tempted Adam and Eve to break God’s command, and seize knowledge to themselves precisely so that they might become “like gods.”  Where do we go from here?  The readings direct us.  We are presented with the Beatitudes according to Luke.  It’s telling, really… 

You see, the Commandments tell us largely what not to do.  They are negative proscriptions… good, but negative.  They are also the highest fruits of human reason.  We didn’t need tablets from Sinai to tell us that lying isn’t good for human flourishing, nor murder, nor adultery, nor disrespecting our parents, etc.  Human societies across the world enshrined such truths in law long before and long after Moses climbed the heights.  Nonetheless, it’s great to have a divine confirmation… AND to know that there is a connection between Truths arrived at by reason, and divinity.  All that said, “Cursed be the one who trusts in man…”. The Commandments aren’t enough.  It’s not enough to say “no” to certain things, we must also have a “yes.”  And this shouldn’t come as a surprise. After all, had the Commandments been enough to save us, Jesus wouldn’t have had a reason to come among us.

If the Commandments tell us what not to do, the beatitudes answer the question, “What must I do to have eternal life?”  Of course it’s the same question asked by the rich young man in Mt 19.  Jesus sums up everything for him, “Obey the commandments, give all you have to the poor and follow me.”  The Beatitudes are further explication of what it means to “follow” him.  Unlike the commandments, the Beatitudes are not self-evident.  Be meek?  Be humble?  Mourn?  Human reasoning flies from such realities!  And yet… If we can just trust Divine Revelation and try these out… what do we find?  

Meekness, humility, poverty… this is simply who we are.  Even the wealthiest/most powerful among us are one bad stock crash… one bad news cycle away from poverty.  Didn’t we see this in DC just recently?  Educated, well-employed federal workers, the very icon of the stable middle class, waited in food pantry lines during government shutdown.  Our wealth is ultimately an illusion… a pleasant circumstance that exists for some time for some people… but naturally, in our being, we are -all of us- poor.  Embrace that reality and learn to love it!  It’s healthier than the fantasy of wealth or power.  Another angle on this?  Wealth and power are exhausting.  The sheer energy it takes to “rely on man,” and ascend the ladder of high society is a process that usually leads to folks running on empty… or worse, stepping on others to keep their ascent going.  How many cultural Catholics I’ve met in our well-to-do suburbs who live this way and hide their exhaustion… or medicate it with alcohol, pornography… or flee from it and from their family responsibilities.  There’s an easier solution, and Christ gives it to us by his Revelation: Blessed are the meek…the poor… those who mourn… etc. 

As we roll on toward Lent, brothers and sisters, it seems two great questions are the ones we’ve been considering.  “Lord what must I do?” “Lord how can I rely on you and not solely on my own reason?